I feel numb. I've shed tears, but now none will come.
He was an alcoholic, had been for years. He refused help and had no intention of stopping drinking. So although this was theoretically on the cards, he had been his normal self recently and this was a massive shock. We don't really know what happened. It seems likely there will be a coroner's post mortem but we'll know more tomorrow.
I'm not sure why I'm posting, but maybe for acknowledgement...
He wasted the latter part of his life, he forfeited his chance for a relationship with his grandchildren, and I'm sad that my DS and DD won't really remember him.
And I have no idea what happens next, what we need to do, who we need to tell... And I'm sad that his funeral will be pretty much just me and my siblings. He could and should have done so much more with his life, he was a teacher, then a councillor for the Labour Party (his true love), a school governor... And yet I get the feeling that he will be unmourned by most of those that knew him.
Life is short.
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xaphania · 08/05/2014 01:04
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