My sister sadly committed suicide 4 weeks ago, she would have been 28 four days later.
I know there is a thread very similar a little further down from someone is a similar situation, but I just feel like I need to have my own.
I feel like I'm getting worse, I'm crying daily, the slightest thing sets me off, I can barely eat or sleep and feel like I'm going mad (doesn't help that I have bipolar) I just miss her so much, wish I could turn back time to say or do something differently to have stopped her from doing it.
Already I've had people say to me that basically I've just got to get on with it, life goes on etc.. which makes my blood boil! I feel like screaming at them I've lost my little sister, life will never be the same again for me!
I have had great support from friends and family but I almost feel like now I can't mention her or get upset as their probably sick of me going on about it, but it is still so raw for me and she is in my mind constantly.
Yesterday I had to go and get some of her stuff that she had been storing at a friends, I found an old purse with her nation insurance card in which just set me off. There were photo's, cd's, dvd's the dressing gown that I had bought for her birthday last year amongst many other things, it just all felt so wrong.
I know I need some form of counselling but I'm not sure where to start, I did ring the sob's charity and had a lovely chat with a woman who had lost her mother through suicide, trouble is they have no groups in my area.
Can anyone recommend a good place to get counselling please? x
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Juneywoony · 25/11/2013 06:26
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