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My father passed away suddenly two years ago today. I know things do get easier with time but it hits me some times how much I miss him. I have a 7 month old who is his first grandchild. And it breaks my heart to know that she'll never meet him. He was so good with children and I know would have adored her. It just isn't fair, he really wasn't old. I can't sleep at all. There is so much I had wish I had said and done with him when he was alive.
It's horrible when someone you love leaves a huge hole in life. Every photo, they are missing, get togethers, not there - just a huge big gaping hole where they should be - I'm sorry for your loss.