It has been nearly 15 years since I lost my mum, I was 8 months pregnant at the time, everything went in a blur, suddenly I was a new mum and no one to share it with, as the years passed and I had 2 more children, I constantly searched for what was missing in my life, not realising it was my mum.
I still cry at the most silly things, the other night I was watching T.V and the tears were blubbing down my face, my heart was racing, my chest felt as though it would explode, when I see anyone upset or even looking as though they might cry my insides hurt and I feel myself choking back the tears, I avoid any talk of death, everything else in life is ok, I have a DH who would do anything for me, but after such a long time I feel I cannot broach the subject with him again..has anyone else felt the same.
I feel silly writing this but I have to get it out of my system to someone on the side lines someone who is impartial to my family, I feel as though I have not been able to grieve properly for her, a day does not pass without me thinking of her in some form or another. Advice please if you can..
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Why can't I get over my mother's death?
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mothernature · 10/02/2004 10:55
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