Suicide

[Missireland1990]

My sons father took his life this past march, our son was 5 days into his 7th month of life . Tragic to say the least . Our son is 9months now and it's getting tough that he is starting to do so much new things and I can't even contact his dad to let him know . His dad was in the USA going through a uk visa to come out to us in Belfast , he was to be here sometime in June. With June being here this is getting very hard emotionally :(

[fubbsy]

So sorry for your loss Missireland

[Missireland1990]

Thank you fubbsy

[MickeyMouseHasGrownUpACow]

I am so sorry. Do you want to talk about him?

[Pancakeflipper]

How awful for you. You must have so many questions. How are you doing? Are you ok? Have you some good support?

[Blondeshavemorefun]

im sorry for your loss - and even harder that he died in another country

my husband committed suicide just over 2 years ago due to severe depression :(

feel free to message me if you want to talk, or reply on here x

[Missireland1990]

Thank you all . I have support from my family and close friends . Just such a shocking death from a person I have been so attached to for just shy of 6 years . Just heartbreaking

[SodaStreamy]

Oh my.

I've been through this too and even though it's seven years on there are still days I look at the sky and scream 'why'

Why did you do this to me, is it my fault, could I have helped you or done anything different to stop it happening

I think I know now, I could I could not have done anything different but it still doesn't feel like a dagger going through my heart at times.

However it does , in a weird way, become this 'emotional' with time

Wishing you strength

[Missireland1990]

Thank you everyone