It was my grandmas funeral today. I feel so sad, she was a womderful, strong person. I thought she'd live forever. I gave birth in the autumn. Just at the same time she went into hospital. It was a difficult birth and I was poorly afterwards. I had.a blood transfusion etc.. I was un able to visit her and I was overwhelmed.with being a mum. I also had pnd.
Even when I was better and she was out of hospital I didn't visit her much. I was so busy.and it was something else to do.
I miss her but she had faded into the background. I feel guilty. I saw her in hospital before she died and we had a lovely chat, like old timez.
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milkyman · 11/04/2013 20:59
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