Hello all.
Some of you might remember me, others won't, but last August I have a miscarriage at 7 weeks. I was as you can all appreciate, distraught, and I couldn't see an end to it. I have greived for a very long time but something happened today which has changed all that and given me purpose again.
I found out today that I have been accepted into uni to become a student midwife. This is my life long dream come true and I am over the moon. But I also feel now that the huge weight that has been dragging me down since August has been lifted. I now feel the loss of my little angel was not in vain. It is obvious to me now that it what I lost wasn't meant to be and my baby became an angel to let me help other mums to be. I truely believe my baby is my guardian angel.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that however bad this type of thing is at the tme, or for however long in the future, it gets better and one day everything falls into place. For those of you going through rough times now, this might seem impossible, but I felt like that once, and very recently too. But one day you will be at peace with it all as I am tonight. I can say good night to my angel with out crying tonight, I know she is safe and I know she is watching over me, as too are all your angels.
Night night xxxxxx
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Coathanger · 09/05/2006 22:43
No, have a biology exam tomorrow so laying off the "indulgences"!!
Have to give my all to my access course now! Can't afford bad marks in the name of alcohol abuse 
Will celebrate good and proper at the weekend!!
Coathanger - i'll never ever forget you mate. Your message to us all is wonderful. I am thrilled that you have come through the tough times and things are looking up.
You are a true inspiration, and a much stronger woman that you give yourself credit for.
You'll always be a fantastic friend
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