It's been just over 2 months since I lost my younger sister and this is the first time I've posted about it. I'm a regular and know you are all there if I need you, but it is really hard to think about it.
I know it will get easier in time but yesterday I saw some things and thought they would be nice for my sisters. I picked up 3 and then remembered I only needed 2 now. :(
I'm not sure I've really faced up to it. I've thrown myself into my work and family leaving myself so tired I can't think some evenings. But now I am part time I'm scared I will have to allow myself time to grieve.
I would never tell someone grief is self indulgent as I know it is necessary to heal but can't seem to be able to allow myself the time. I think I'm scared.
Just trying to put it out there really, I'm going to have a lovely weekend with friends and family but she will be missed so much.
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TheQueensKnickers · 02/06/2012 10:49
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