mum had been ill for so long with very complex medical problems and she was in so much pain i should feel relief for her but i dont i want her back i want to talk to her even if she was telling me off i want to feel her hands like i allways did she had small soft hands with lovely nails i worked with my mum for years and i miss her so my husband found a old voicemail message from her and i carnt bring myself to listen to it he said she sounded so frail on the face of things i look like im doing ok but its a front i have tears dripping from my nose typing this in our little family i need to be the strong one but i wish somebody could just take the lead for a bit
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