i lost my mum 4 months ago today. she died of lung cancer after already fighting breast cancer 14 years ago. 7 months we had to care for her and try to make our memories full, but a few days after christmas last year she got my bed bound. at the age of 15-16 years old i became a carer for my mum. watching her die is the hardest thing im ever going to come across in my life. in the space of 4 months a lot has changed, ive moved out and my dad has already found a new girlfriend :( this is my first christmas without her, and its going to be so hard, im scared and dont know what to do? i miss her so much, but praying doesnt seem enough?
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