I had a miscarriage in april at 16.5 wks and for the first week or so used MN as therapy. Since I have bottled all my feelings up, until the day that I would have been due, I grieved all over again for the whole of that day and a couple of days later I felt like I would be able to move on. I felt loads better for the last month but went out with my babys father last nite and once the alcohol hit me that was it. I now feel that I will never get over it, I know that we have good and bad days and that only time will help to sort me out. It doesn't help that I have had a very stressful year and I still have deep feelings for this bloke. I just want to be pregnant again but by myself it ain't gonna happen. The babys father and I have never talked about our baby even though I have tried. I cannot talk to most of my rl friends as most of them are very close to both me and babys dad. I just need to talk and see if I can get myself out of this. Any ideas for any counselling lines where I can talk to someone without seeing my gp?
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LRKIDS · 23/10/2005 20:09
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