Sometimes I wake up in the night feeling so angry with my mind racing and full of all the jobs I need to do. I find myself thinking of all the things that my friends get to share with their Mum and Dad. Exam results day, graduation day or my wedding day. All stolen from me by a 17 year driver showing off. So I punch the pillow again and again.
BUT. It was a nice uncomplicated night out with Derek from school. Cinema and a pizza and just a little peck on the cheek from him when I dropped him off.
I have a mound of work to do and I think I can just feel tummy cramps coming on.
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I am punching the pillow again
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missdisorganised1 · 08/01/2011 09:15
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