Hi, I have a 5 year old little boy and a 2 year old little girl. I love them with all my heart but I feel I’m failing as a mother massively. I’m sat in the living room with them crying while I type this. I picked my little boy up from school he normally has judo which was cancelled so I said we will go for a nice walk and shops. He kicked off so I said down home it is. He then went to kick off about that. My little girl then starts screaming and I just lost it and screamed at them both when I got home. My little girl shouting mammy crying for a hug. While my little boy was more concerned he didn’t get his own way. I work a lot of hours and feel guilty that I do. But I feel when I’m home my son plays up. He doesn’t seem to have any remorse I know he’s only 5 but I don’t know I guess some times I wish he could see I’m upset and work with me.
I just hate my self for getting angry again and housing at them. I ended up throwing my keys across the room because I’m awful.
I just wanted to vent. I don’t have many friends and I feel so alone. My hubby is supportive but I feel lost at the min. Parenting just never seems to get easier :(
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Sweetpea86 · 11/12/2019 15:58
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