Hi..
It's my first baby and I am constantly depressed. I'm also studying and it's effecting my studies. And my relationship... I also feel really ugly. And I've noticed stretch marks on my boobs and my nipples are what I consider to be "huge" (I always had smaller boobs and was on the skinnier side)
I feel like my body will never be the same. And I will be ugly for the rest of my life, and my belly will sag and my boobs will as well, and I'll be "loose" down there...and my DH won't be attracted to me anymore.. I'm still really young
I cry hysterically a lot. And scream. Scream for no reason other than the fact that I can't deal with all the pain I'm going through.. not physical pain just emotional. I scream like something really bad has happened to me, or I'm being attacked. But I'm not.. and I feel guilty because I'm putting my baby through all of this as well as my DH 🙁 and it makes me hate myself
I just needed to write all of this somewhere. I just feel so alone.. like no one will ever understand me.
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Imstruggling · 26/10/2018 00:29
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