This is my first pregnancy and I am nearly 7 weeks when I found out at about 2 weeks, I was over the moon. I'm married, have a lovely home with room for a growing family, the pregnancy was planned, I have a supportive husband and family and several of my friends are pregnant or just given birth so I will have a support network around me, it was perfect timing and something I really wanted but for the last couple of weeks, since the nausea kicked in, I literally don't even want to think about the pregnancy, let alone talk about it or make plans for it. I couldn't wait to tell everyone but now I'm dreading telling people because they're going to want to talk about it! Over the weekend, I felt awful, was crying hysterically and had an overwhelmingly feeling of panic that I don't want to do this and it's all out of my control. I've never suffered with depression, I've gone through occasional down periods and suffer with a bit of PMT but nothing like this. I am hoping it is just because I feel sick all the time and so associate the pregnancy with making me feel sick, which will hopefully pass with the nausea, because I can't face feeling like this for another 7 months. I am also concerned now that I may suffer with postnatal depression which terrifies me. I feel so ungrateful and like I'm already a terrible mother! I feel bad for my husband too, he has been amazing and is so excited, he's reading all the books and making plans and I just don't want to talk about it. Has anyone else had this? It's not something anyone seems to talk about. Thank you x
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