Hi everyone,
Just feeling really quite low and looking for some reassurance. Baby girl is now 6 days old. I went through labour and then ended up needing a c section. She's beautiful and alert and doing everything she should be doing and I so want to be enjoying this time with her and my husband but I just feel awful.
It started on the journey home from hospital on Day 3. I was just having ridiculous thoughts that made me cry. Things like how I wanted to protect her, make sure she has a great life etc. We've had a few really tough nights with her since being home. She has been cluster feeding 12am-6am so I'm absolutely exhausted. Every day, I'm so so emotional and I'm crying constantly. The smallest thing makes me cry. My husband is being amazing. He's really stepping up and trying to support and help me in every way he can. This makes me cry, firstly because I appreciate him so much but also just makes me feel this guilt. I feel empty and emotionless, including towards my baby and I have no appetite. I want to bond with my baby and enjoy her but I just can't see out of this fog I feel I am in. Is this normal? Has anyone got any similar experiences that could offer any advice or reassurance?
Thank you in advance x
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Poppydm · 16/06/2017 21:03
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