I hate being pregnant. I've had HG both times and just generally dislike feeling uncomfortable and fed up, tired etc. I don't enjoy the movements etc. There is literally nothing magical about pregnancy for me.
People say to me, or I see it said to others, "when you hold your baby in your arms it will all have been worth it", or words to that effect. I know that this is not the case.
I was so poorly and struggled so much after my first that I almost gave him up. I had horrendous PND and psychosis. It was 20 months before I genuinely enjoyed my son for the first time.
I'm 37 weeks pregnant today and I'm terrified. I'm wondering what on earth possessed me to ever consider a second child.
I just needed to vent about the "worthwhile" thing, because it really wasn't true for me last time. I'm not expecting any great advice or anything. Just needed to say it to someone.
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peaceloveandbiscuits · 13/05/2017 13:55
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