Hi all,
I'll try to make it short ...
My little girl is 4 months old, since she was born Iv suffered terrible anxiety and intrusive thoughts. Although I am in a better place than I was 4 months ago, I have been to the doctors numerous times. In the end I went and asked for anti depressants, I was prescribed 10mg citalopram but the doctor reluctantly gave me these as I didn't score high on the depression test. I know I am not depressed. It's my anxiety and intrusive thoughts that's the problem, and even though I'm having CBT I am just so desperate for it to go away. I spoke to my councillor who has also said she feels I don't need the pills. I constantly feel sick and scared. My mind is always racing. I'm not sleeping too bad and my baby sleeps through. We have an amazing bond and I love her dearly. I just can't relax at all. I carry on my life as usual, I have a clean organised house, I go out to the shops / friends / family. I just carry on my life with a huge black anxiety cloud over my head ! It's my first baby and although my partner hasn't been really supportive of my mental health I cried a lot yesterday and he has promised me he will support me.
I just want to enjoy my baby !
Any advice and self help strategies would be appriciated.
Thankyou
Is there any way this could ease of over the months ? I just want it to go away, I want intrusive thoughts to leave me along as they make me shudder they get so bad sometimes.
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Rebocalucy · 06/11/2016 18:18
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