I'm in an absolute panic.
I have pnd and anxiety. I've been feeling suicidal on and off for over a year. Yesterday I took ds to the dr and let my anxiety get the better of me. I was in such a state that I wasn't thinking straight and told the dr I felt suicidal and sometimes thought about taking the children with me. I'm such an idiot.
Anyway, he's an over zealous fucker who is always covering his own back rather than actually caring for his patients so of course he's now referred me to children's services. I asked him not to but he said he had to.
Things are now a million times worse. I feel sick all the time. I'm terrified. I'm desperately trying to protect my children from my depression but I'm not sure how much more I can take.
Please help me. What can I do about ss? Will they investigate me?
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IsThisRockBottom · 31/10/2015 11:11
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