Depressed and a week over due

[oleelaura]

Hey I'm a week over due I'm having a stretch and sweep tomorrow but I just feel so down that I just want to die and just want to take the baby's life with mine but I don't know how to tell any of my family because I dont know what they would say I'm 20 and still living at home and I'm just sore everywhere and I can't sleep at night and just had enough and I feel some resentful to my unborn daughter and I don't want to be like my nan who started having her bi-polor started after she gave birth to my mum and I don't think i want to have hateful thoughts about my own child PLEASE HELP

[KittyandTeal]

I know it's scary but you need to speak to your midwife. She/he won't judge you bit if you've got to the point where you want to take your life and your baby's you need some help.

I've been where you are (al be it after my baby was born) and I really benefitted from some help.