We discussed things, she prescribed me ADs, is getting the HV to come out and see me, and wants me to go back to see how things are in a few weeks.
I'm having a but of a niggle about the ADs though. DS is only 3.5 months and I feel guilty about taking something with no in depth study into its safety for breastfeeding infants. I've been trying to find the research and the studies seem to have such small samples with no long term data on any effects on the babies.
I'm also still not really sure I'm depressed. I keep thinking that it's just that I need to do 'this or that' and everything will be better, I'm not really depressed. I feel like a bit of a fraud. DH doesn't seem to think I'm depressed either, we had a brief chat on the phone, he mentioned about me just needing to get out more and make friends (he doesn't understand how stressed I get from having to meet up with people, I don't actually want any friends!)
So I guess it's a big think for me tonight, if I do take the meds I think I'll probably take them at 10pm, restrict DS to bottle feeds over night and pump and dump first thing in the morning to reduce any meds in the milk. Maybe I won't feel guilty then.
Not sure what I'm after posting really, maybe just to see if anyone's in the same boat and fancies a chat?
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ASunnyTiger · 07/01/2015 15:04
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