Had my third child last week. I was so desperate for another, it was the most important thing in the world to me. DH really wasn't keen and basically just went along with it for me. But now she is here, all I can think about is how life was so much better before she came along. My other two children are aged 4 and 6 so relatively independent and we were a really close unit of 4. We're did so much together and I feel that I have destroyed our family by bringing a baby into the mix. I don't have time for them, am exhausted and just in floods of tears all the time. I can't see the screen properly typing this. I just want her gone - I don't want to hurt her, and do love her, but I just feel this was all a massive mistake.
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I thought I wanted a third, so why do I feel so awful?
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Beachballfamily · 01/03/2014 09:14
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