I had my ds four weeks ago. I also have two dds. (3&21m) so it's all pretty hectic. Plus dd1 started preschool so it's manic for a 8:30am school run.
Ds is slightly more demanding than dds were. Feeds 2hrly, fussy feeds, cries a lot more. And I feel like my stress is going into him. My dd1 I didn't feel this way and with dd2 I did a bit but not as bad.
I just feel out of control of my own feelings, I feel hopeless when I don't get five mins to myself. I am snappy, tired and it's Also making me snap at dp and dds. It's making me miserable. I end up losing patience easily. Then sit in tears thinking I'm a failure. I'm not use to a baby that cries a lot or fusses lots (only this week / he's four weeks old) plus meeting the demands of dds. Trying to keep my relationship loving and happy but were by far a happy home.
I don't know if it's the demands of motherhood making me this way or me making matters worse with my low mood.
I hate feeling this way, I want to feel happy again, not have horrible tearful moments every single day. Hiding it from the outside world, the only people who see it is in our home.
So I probably am the issue. Surprised dp hasn't left me by now the way I am.
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littleraysofsunshine · 27/02/2014 18:29
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