I fear I may have PND. My daughter is nearly nine months old and I've been feeling this way since she was about a month old. I feel very, very edgy a lot of the time. I've put on two stone since she's been born out of nerves and I sometimes think I may harm her which is the the scariest thing ever. I'm a young mum and I just feel like I haven't bonded with my own daughter. I feel the worst parent in the world. I don't enjoy life any more. help.