I am currently 30weeks preg with dc3 but struggling to come to terms with feelings i had after dc2 was born
ds was 20 months and adored beyond belief but when dd arrived i just obsessed over her and pushed ds away. It was like he was a strange child. I really struggled with him. I used to cry constantly with guilt telling my husband i was a terrible mother as i'd forgotten how to love him. as time has gone on, i have rebuilt my relationship with my ds but still grieve that lost time and those feelings i had for him before dd was born.
Recently, i have wondered if this was a form of pnd. I blame the fact we moved 4hrs from family and friends just before she was born and the loneliness that led to.
We are back near family now and as i say, expecting dc3, but the closer the duedate gets the more frightened i am thst this will happen again.
Anyone had similar snd it not repeat.
Have cried fir hours over this tonight as i can't bare the thought of loosing my love for either of my dc again .
Please help
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does this sound like pnd?
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toytown · 21/10/2013 23:03
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