I'm 17+2, and although I'm usually the most laid-back, non-stressy person you'll ever meet, for the last few weeks I've been desperately worried about EVERYTHING. Especially things I have no reason to worry about. We're having a pretty crappy time money-wise, and may have to move house before baby arrives, but nothing I wouldn't have just thought 'we'll deal with it' beforehand. I had a pretty horrid first 12 weeks, with 2 scares including a very heavy bleed which saw me admitted to hospital while on a camping trip hundreds of miles from home. I was told I'd lost the baby at 9 weeks, only for them to 'find' it when I asked them to look again. I've had a normal scan at 11 weeks, albeit a very short scan as it was a consultant doing it. I've had no bleeding since 11 weeks, no abnormal pains, etc., and I've got quite a little bump, have also ?felt the baby move a few times in the last week. So why was I sitting downstairs at 3am (when I have to be up for work at 6) sobbing my heart out convinced at my 20 week scan there'll be no heartbeat? I'm so tired I've also ended up sitting crying in the loo several times during my shift. Everyone I try to talk to laughs it off, but I'm so desperately worried I feel like I'm going mad. I'm hiding in a cupboard writing this as I need someone to take me seriously or I'm going to scream, and I still have 2&1/2 hours of my shift left.
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