I have lots on. Loads of coursework I need to be doing, while working 5 days a week at uni placement, one day a week extra to pay the bills/extras. I don't feel particularly well. I hate winter. It's bloody half term and I need to farm out the DDs all week instead of having a nice time. DD1 is a hormonal teenager. DD2 is driving me demented with her insescent grumbling, complaining, whinging, nagging, stroppiness, all the bloody time, can't say anything to her without her going off on one. I'm tired and just want to cry. Today is supposed to be a study day for me to get on with some work. I was going to put off the work and take the DDs out for a nice day because I won't see much of them for the next week and we won't be doing anything else all through the holiday. DD2 has just gone off screaming again because of something I said about going to the cinema. I want to refuse to go now but that means DD1 misses out again. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.