My friend has really really pissed me off, but I want your opinions please.
I've been friends with her for 14yrs, and in all that time, I have been there for her, pretty much whenever she has needed me. I always do the running, ie: I've told her to drop by anytime, but she will only pop round when I specifically ask her to, and usually, I end up going over hers 99% of the time, even though I have a baby that I do not want to take to her house because she smokes heavily in her house, and NEVER has a window open, so I have to arrange babysitter to go round. She doesn't have this problem.
If I left it to her to contact me, she probably never would, but the really really frustrating problem is this. For the last 9 yrs, she has been seeing a MM. MM has told her he thinks she is a slag, and her house smells like a zoo. He only goes round for sex, and when the sex is over, he goes home. She is never permitted to text him, or ask anything of him. He contacts her when he is good and ready, and is so disrespectful to her, it's unbelievable. His texts are always the same...Do you want yr C* stretching bitch?
She always always says yes, and makes up a multitude of excuses as to why she cant dump him, and has even compared her situation with MM to my situation to my X, who I was living with, saying it is the same, because her MM has as much right to be in her home as my X had to be in mine. (Police told my X he had the right to be in my home because it was his home too.)
Friend says she doesn't want to be treated this way, but wont do anything about it!! Her favourite phrase is 'I've got no choice'.
She threw her 13 yr old DD out because MM told her they were going to run away together, and has put MM above and beyond absolutely everyone!!
If she comes to my house, she spends the whole time strategically placing her mobile in the best position for a signal, in case MM texts and tells her to get her arse home. She also checks her mobile constantly incase the signal has gone and gets v. v. anxious in case he is trying to text her. If he does text, it doesn't matter where she is, or what she is doing, she leaves and runs home.
If we go shopping, she'll run for the bus if he texts, and I feel her mind is never on any task in hand, only her bloody MM.
She wont work, because MM has already told her he wont be happy if he cant see her when he chooses, so she is isolated in her airless flat, just waiting and waiting.
I got so sick of her making excuses as to why she couldn't come to my house, instead of expecting me to always go to hers, when I know it's because she lives 1st floor so gets a good signal on her sodding mobile, and can sit mooning over it and blatantly ignoring me for long periods of time while she texts filth back to MM, that the last time I asked her round, and she said she had to stay home in case MM texted, (real reason) or DD might pop round and knock for her (DD knows where I live, we're neighbours) that I texted back and said 'I bet you dont use that last excuse to MM'.
I have not heard from her since, and I'm so bloody angry that she chooses MM 100% of the time over anyone else. I'm so angry that she leaves lunch, before she's eaten to rush off to him, and no matter what situation anyone finds themselves in, if MM is on his way over, she turns everyone down for him. She even left her DD sick and in pain at school because she was too busy with her legs in the air 'her phrase' with MM.
I tell myself she doesn't deserve my friendship, but I'm not sure she will ever notice I'm not around anymore.
I can't rely on her for anything, because all plans are subject to last minute changes to suit MM. She has regularly asked me to leave her house within 5 mins of arriving, even though we'd arranged it for days, because MM just texted her.
I suppose I just needed to hear your opinions and rant, and ask why?? Why does she degrade herself like this, and put up with it when she moans about him all the time, and says she wants to be away from him?? I am sick of her putting him first all the time, and sick of her moaning about him but doing nothing about it, because she's 'got no choice'. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
Anyone shed any light on this? Am I wrong to be pissed off?
Doesn't she realise where this is going? She says more than anything, she fears being old and lonely, but I can't get through to her. It's so frustrating!!!
(It's good to rant! )
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sparklefrog · 26/06/2009 23:38
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