a bit of background...its been a really shit week. for many reasons:
- my FIL had open heart surgery yesterday and we still don't really know how he's doing.
- self employed dh has decided he can no longer afford to draw a salary from his company so we are in financial difficulties.
- we had to cancel our skiing holiday- balance due on friday.
- am feeling low and am trying to salavage something from a rather shitty half term week, so decided to take the dds-4 and 6- to london to the natural history museum. we were going to go today as soon as we hear how fil is doing (he's too poorly for visits)
but...dd decided to make things even harder for us. as well as being v attention seeking and calling out for an hour at bed timelast night, she kept us up for a good hour plus during the night having a tantrum. i couldnt get back to sleep, so now feel even more shit and have decided we are not going to london.
i feel really cross with dd2 for adding to our stress and am really resentful that she has spoiled our day.
i know that its not her fault that its been such a dreadful week, but AIBU to expect a 4yo understand the consqeuences
of keeping us all up half the night??