Posting on AIBU for traffic and also because there is a question of whether I’m reasonable or not.
I’m a FTM, to a nearly 4 month old. I do the majority of childcare. I exclusively breastfeed so since birth I have done all night feeds and wake ups. DS wakes between 3 and 5 times every night (plan to sleep train when he’s a little older). When DS was a newborn, DH helped for a couple of weeks with the night time nappy changes but then we slept in a different room because I realised I needed the TV on to get me through the night feeds (ie to stop me falling asleep whilst DS is on the breast). After a couple of weeks we came back to the bedroom and since then it’s just me who does all the night work.
It’s also just me who looks after baby Mondays to Fridays. DH will watch for 10 minutes every now and then in the mornings so I can shower, but that’s maybe once every couple of weeks. He also will watch him for 10 minutes in the evening so I can eat my dinner and then DS is back to me. DH has a very demanding job and he’s wfh but works very long hours.
On weekends, DH is very hands on with DS. I lie in on both days (DH is a natural early riser), he takes DS for walks so I can have some me time and we share looking after DS.
Re housework, we have a cleaner for cleaning, I do 80% of the laundry, and cooking is generally 60 / 40 to me.
When DS was small, he would usually go down for the night at 1am. We’ve now brought that forward to around 9.30 to 10pm and that’s where I’m happy with. Means we don’t wake up too early the next day, and DS isn’t alone for too long in the bedroom before I come to bed.
DH, however, is of the opinion that DS should be going to bed at 7-8pm, simply because that’s what babies do. My issue with that is purely selfish - I don’t want to wake up at 6am in the mornings and I don’t want to go to bed at 9pm either.
The issue is there have been 3 times I’ve been out late with DS and I end up like feeling the worst parent ever.
Once, I was at a friend’s house and left at 10.30pm.
The second I was at my parent’s house and left late, which meant I travelled on the train at 9pm.
The third was tonight, when I met a friend for dinner at 7pm and got home at 10pm.
Apart from those 3 times, I’m home with DS late evenings and the other very few times I have met friends, they come round to our home or we’ve met for lunch in the day.
So each time, DH has complained about DS being out late and I feel like an absolutely terrible parent. Honestly, I feel like shit. I need that time with friends to feel like myself but after DH comments about the time, I end up feeling like I’m neglecting my child. The way I see it, DS is still small and will fall sleep anywhere, but when he’s a few months older, he will need more of a routine and rigidity in his bed time but for now, it’s not the end of the world if his bedtime is 9.30 or he’s out and not in bed until 10.30pm.
Is that a normal way of approaching things or am I actually just a really bad and selfish parent? What is normal for a 4 month old?
Thank you for reading if you got this far.
AIBU?
Please give it to me straight - am I a bad parent?
NCJuly2021 · 19/07/2021 23:44
Am I being unreasonable?
804 votes. Final results.
POLLDH, however, is of the opinion that DS should be going to bed at 7-8pm, simply because that’s what babies do.
He should settle DS down by himself whilst you go out for the night and tell DS that it’s bedtime, “because it’s 8pm, and that’s what time boys your age should go to sleep, so goodnight four month old son, love you, see you in the morning”.
You should also set up a camera (with audio) and record what actually happens that night and post it here 
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