When it's all you've ever known? There are very few days since I was 12yo (probably earlier) where I haven't been depressed. I've reached a place in the last few years where I feel nothing, not happy, not sad, just complete apathy. I know in my head that this isn't right but don't know where to even start trying to make things 'normal', I'm not even sure what normal is. I've tried the usual advice of eating healthy and exercise, trying new hobbies/classes so I don't feel so isolated (I have not a single friend and it's been that way since throughout school. I have no family who are interested either, I'm invisible I think. I know it's me :/ ) I went to the doctor maybe 5 year ago and was handed pills, but they did nothing other than make me ill. I'm not sure what's left to try, maybe this is all I'm meant to have.
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