Hi all
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Divorced several months back was dragged through courts. During this time I was badly assaulted (unrelated, actual bodily harm) and subsequently diagnosed with PTSD.
ExH is now playing mind games in the midst of this pandemic where I can't go out because shielding. We have 2 x DC under 10 who live with me. I've been managing to control my symptoms for several weeks now - agoraphobia had eased (because I can't go out), as had anxiety (neither can my DC), but because of the stress exH (and his horrid family) is putting on me my anxiety levels are once again through the roof, I'm short of breath with the onset of panic attacks, I can't sleep, can't eat, having awful flashbacks and the loop of over thinking is incessant. Debilitating. I feel like I've regressed and I can't turn it around quickly enough.
If he was to be informed of my PTSD diagnoses as a tool to get him to back off, does this mean there's a risk I may lose my DC??? I'm terrified that if he doesn't stop I will crumble. I don't break in front of them but I completely shut down - I'm at least conscious of that.
I've got an emergency phone appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow but I just don't know what to do to make this better. Would it go against me if they knew? I'm so scared that they are going to break me.
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Would PTSD be judged?
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user0866785432 · 26/05/2020 10:42
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