My ex and I have a fwb situation going on. We haven’t seen each other since lockdown, but texting. It looked like he had started seeing someone before lockdown and had moved in. He is home now and swears it was a friend.
Last night asking how his dating is going, he replied came off dating sites in February and no interest, wants to concentrate on work and how I was hard to beat ( jokingly). We got flirty and were joking about breaking lockdown, the taboo, the shame. But both agreed it’s not worth it. Said lockdown was extended foreplay for us. now he is dropping by today for a catch up. We were talking about missing human touch and we both admitted we missed lying cuddling and our amazing bear hugs. We settled on a Walk in the park as not coming in the house.
He has texted now and said come to mine and we can sit in his garden in the sun. Ideal as easier to talk social distanced. But I don’t trust myself around him. I am tempted as it’s been a long lockdown. But would never forgive myself if we got close and one of us became ill.
Ahhh. When will this end. I need a hug. Should I see him for a catch up. Or will it end breaking lockdown.
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Ginbunny1212 · 25/05/2020 12:14
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