I’ve been with my husband for about 8 years. We had some issues early on with him abandoning me suddenly and ending up in another relationship. Eventually we got back together as he said he had grown up. I don’t think I’ve ever fully got over that and I’m not sure I ever will but it’s not something that comes up day to day, more like 3-4 times a year and we have an argument. I also have low self esteem in general due to my mother. He’s a good guy in the sense that he does his fair share in terms of housework and childcare so there aren’t issues there. We are also fine financially. There aren’t really any of the other common stressors that you often have in relationships.
The early years of our marriage were ok. We were busy building our careers and travelled a lot. I did feel that he wasn’t really into me in the way that other exes had been but when confronted about it he would always assure me that he was, he just didn’t know how to convey it. We had a baby last year. I’m also pregnant again (it was unplanned) and nearing the end of my pregnancy. We have basically had no sex life for almost two years (apart from one night where I conceived) and before that it was very infrequent (once every 2-3 months). My husband would rather spend all evening watching Netflix or looking at stupid videos on social media (often featuring heavily botoxed plastic girls) which makes me feel insecure, particularly now that I’m pregnant and not feeling my best. We rarely talk about anything other than mundane day to day things. It’s strange because he is an extroverted person so I can’t put it down to personality. I just feel like we have no relationship and it’s very lonely. I also don’t know if I care about him any more. I’ve bought these things up numerous times over the years but nothing changes.
I don’t think I could leave him (especially as there are two kids now) but I do feel very depressed that this is how the rest of my life will be.
Are most marriages like this and if so how do people make it work?
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Jadefeather7 · 22/05/2020 11:30
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