am feeling very agitated and wanting to go back to work ASAP. i know this isnt practical as peter still isnt strong enough to look after the children by himself, cant drive, has laods of appointments etc etc. but iekeep seeing xmas jobs advertised and want to apply for them lol.
You are NOT being unreasonable. You are finally being able to think about doing things that were previously impossible. Maybe is a bit early for you to actually DO them, but certainly not too early to start thinking about and planning them. So exciting!