I’ve name changed for this, as I feel throughly ashamed.
I have an 19 month old and although of course I love him and I don’t want any harm to come to him, I actually don’t think I like him.
The lockdown has just exacerbated everything 10 fold.
I did have PND when he was born, and I think I may still have it.
I breastfed him until he was 11 months.
I now sleep in the spare room upstairs and he sleeps in the bedroom with his dad. His dad is a much better parent than I am.
I just find him really draining and whingey. He never seems to be happy. Smiles sometimes, but is constantly whinging or fake crying while looking at me because he wants his own way.
I just find him very annoying. I feel awful saying it. He doesn’t seem a very happy child and can’t say much at all yet either which doesn’t help.
I feel awful already, so please be kind.
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AIBU?
Is there something wrong with me?
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Namechange2306 · 16/05/2020 18:50
OP posts:
Am I being unreasonable?
31 votes. Final results.
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You are being unreasonable
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You are NOT being unreasonable
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