I’ve NC’d for this but I’m feeling pretty shit. My teen dc frequently mess up the house bit when I shout at them suddenly I’m the baddy SD I feel guilty. I work so hard to make our home nice and it feels like an insult that they don’t give a shit. I do everything for my family and try to be good and kind but I feel like all I do is fuck up. I’ve been depressed recently and got help as I didn’t want it to affect my dc but I’m now self harming and I feel like a failure. I have a successful job which I’m good at but it involves caring for others so I also feel like a hypocrite. If I didn’t earn so much I’d wonder what the point of being here is. I’m really close to my dc and am normally a fun and stable mum, but I’ve struggled recently. My mum fucked me up with her severe mh issues (way worse than mine) and I worry that I’ll do the same so I just pretend I’m fine all the time. I had a horrific trauma which destroyed me a few years ago but I kept going for my dc but the pain won’t go away. Not even sure what my aibu is - I think I just want some hope
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Mippo ·
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