My husband has spent the day trying to wind me up, the final straw however was when he brought up something that happened in my past and said it was my fault.
What is this thing that’s my fault your probably wondering?
When I was 16 I had a boyfriend and a male best friend, my boyfriend broke up with me one day (I wasn’t ready for the sex stuff, he was) and my me best friends family had gone on holiday without him, I went to his and we raided the alcohol cupboard- I was pretty much gone.
I remembered I’d thrown up on myself (only time I’ve ever been sick from drinking, I know.. not wise but I was 16 and 16 year olds aren’t exactly known to be sensible).
And knew that my friend had removed my top to wash it for me. He put me on the sofa.
I don’t really know what happened next apart from the fact I woke up when it was very dark and still being drunk wasn’t sure why he was on top of me- I was so drunk and disorientated I didn’t stay conscious and didn’t think about this again until the next morning when I woke up sober and went to the toilet to discover I’d been bleeding.
It took me days for my friend to admit that he had sex with me.
I felt disgusting and a lot of people turned against me because I wanted to report it, they all blamed me for being drunk.
I never reported it because of this.
The one person who is supposed to love me and be there for me is making me feel just like I did back then and I don’t know where to go from here.
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Jellybeansincognito · 20/10/2019 19:58
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