Sorry to post in AIBU, I know I'm BU to do so but hoping for traffic and honest opinions in case I am being pathetic. Dons hard hat and picks up
I work in a public sector org which in the last couple of years has hired many people with corporate backgrounds. As such, the lovely, friendly and supportive company that I've worked for for the past decade has been changing. The atmosphere has changed and things feel more aggressive and confrontational for no reason.
We always had people from private sector backgrounds working alongside us, but the balance was always tipped into charity/civil servants favour and so the culture was maintained by and large. They also seemed to have joined because they wanted a different workplace culture and integrated better. Now there is a general lack of trust and morale and it's draining.
Before I get jumped, I know a person's working background doesn't define their character, or make you better or worse than someone else, etc. These are just my experiences and observations in this particular case.
A few weeks ago I filled in the staff survey in a fit of rage after yet another exhausting and unpleasant couple of weeks where:
- A colleague claimed credit for delivering a project that three of us had worked on together.
- My manager kept interrupting/talking over me. So I shut up for the last hour of the workshop and afterwards he hauled me into a meeting room to have a "word" about my lack of engagement and how poorly that reflects on our team!
- My manager made yet another decision which went against the recommendations that me and my team had submitted, no explanation.
- We had to attend an 8am meeting (usual start time is 9am) because it was 'urgent' ... in reality it was not and what's more my manager rocked up 10 minutes late then faffed around making tea and small talk!
- A colleague was feeling unwell and asked to go home, was told to try to see if he could make it to the end of the day. He refused and walked out.
- My manager sent a series of condescending emails to the team about:
1) Headphones at the desk - we are not allowed headphones despite large open-plan office and nowhere to work quietly.
2) Working from home - previously we could ask as and when we wanted, now we have to have a "very good reason" and the frequency with which we WFH will be "closely monitored"
3) Lunches - apparently it gives the impression that we are not committed to our work if we are always eating in the cafeteria and are away from our desks for the full hour.
I usually don't bother with staff feedback surveys or fill it in very neutrally/blandly but I was very frustrated and at the end of my tether so was extremely scathing and honest. This is a company which promotes its open, friendly, supportive culture and fully supports well-being at work, flexi-time and a good work-life balance!!
Anyway, I didn't give it much thought until yesterday when someone mentioned that the 'anonymous' nature of the survey was now a crock of shit because the results would be analysed by teams and so smaller teams were screwed. Previous staff survey results were presented by departments, so your comments were one of 10-40 others'. I think they've used a new company this time.
Managers will be given the results of their teams responses next week and I am regretting my e-outburst. I stand by everything I said but I suspect my manager will use that information to continue to make my life difficult and I am just so tired of endless battles at work.