Hi people 👋 so I decided to post because I really think there’s something wrong with me, I can’t seem to hold down a relationship, I met some guy who I can say is “the love of my life” but I blew my chance badly. I believe he felt the same way but because of my issues in pushing people away/acting daft/being rude, he just kind of distanced himself from me. It’s the same with guys I like, I push them away. I was raped at 5 and again at 8 years old I also had a bad childhood and I feel like I can’t get past it even tho I’m now a 27 year old woman. I am getting counselling(1 hour weekly sessions) and that’s been going on for 7 weeks now and I do feel like it’s helping a bit. AIBU to blame my issues/pushing guys away on my bad childhood?? or should they be more understanding? Thanks x
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