It's my dream job on paper, something I'd always aspired to. I didn't enjoy it as much as I imagined but was coping fine until an incident happened earlier in the year. I was accused of something, an investigation cleared me of any wrongdoing but I had a huge breakdown and was off sick for 2 months, with several attempted suicide incidents in the beginning of that time.<br>I've been back at work for 6 weeks altogether now. My hair is falling out in lumps, I'm having constant nightmares and I cry every single day. I'm not highly qualified, this feels like my one chance for career progression, and there are aspects of my job I really enjoy.. I've asked to go part time and been denied, but even still there aren't many jobs that are term time only, and allow my to collect los from school.<br>Do I keep battling it out?<br>I have antidepressants, a counsellor and a very supportive husband- we won't need to claim benefits if I'm not working, we have two children who are both school age but still young.