My personality clashes with that of MIL. She's very sociable, everything has to be a big "do", everything has to be military operated and perfected, everything has to be big and OTT. I'm anti-social, like to be left alone, everything is chilled out and small scale with as little fuss as possible. I also have BPD and ADHD so I simply can't operate at military level.
Problem is whenever we plan anything, MIL takes over and makes it into a massive "thing". A few years back we decided to have a little BBQ. MIL was invited and immediately took over, came around to our house early in the afternoon, brought huge bags of salads, crisps, sweets, bowls - and sent DH backwards and forwards to shops a million times for potatoes, meat, more crisps, more potatoes, more bread rolls - in the end we'd cooked two whole bags of potatoes, enough meat to feed Africa for a year, had enough bowls of crisps to feed a primary school and it was just ridiculous. She then ran around the house (our house!) washing skirting boards, hoovering up, bleaching toilets ... all the while nattering at me to help when I just wanted to crawl into a corner and disappear. It was just too much. So much got wasted and by the time the BBQ came I was so stressed out I'd drank endless cans of lager to keep my nerves in check.
This week DH had the idea of having a BBQ for his son's birthday. It was meant to be a quick 2 hour dinner in which MIL and BIL were invited. Naturally MIL took over, we ended up with pasta, crisps, sweets, garlic bread, endless faffing trying to get everything "perfect" and again, by the time it came to eating I'd lost my appetite and just wanted to get drunk.
She stresses me out man, I'm on edge whenever she comes around, she increases my anxiety 10 fold. DH bends over backwards trying to keep her happy but also senses my stress levels rising, which raises his stress levels and everything just ends up being stressful.
AIBU here? Should I just suck it up and try and be more sociable or is it ok to want to not change who I am during these ridiculous events?
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Everything has to be a major operation!!
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OnTheporch · 27/05/2018 12:54
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