Hi all, please be kind, this is the first time I’ve posted on this board.
I’ve been a smoker for 20 years now, ranging from light, to moderate to heavy then to moderate again.
There have been times when I’ve stopped (pregnancies etc...) but I’ve always restarted at some point.
Aibu to think that even if I stop for good now it won’t really matter in the long run as my body has been taking in all this poison for 20 years.
I began smoking at 17 so should have known better at that age really.
I really want to stop, but it is so difficult, an irrational part of me thinks what is the point of putting myself through the stress of quitting if I’m going to die from a smoking related illness anyway?
Thanks for reading.
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To think that the damage has been done?
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Meralia · 26/05/2018 19:15
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