Not really an AIBU but figured it's the best place for responses and I'm desperately in need of some friendly human interactions (sorry)
I'm a single mum to a 3 year old, with a baby due in April (I'm very happy with my LO's they're the only things that keep me going)
I had a job and was at uni but since splitting with my boyfriend my MH has taken a really bad turn. I stopped going to work and university about a month ago and am now in a seriously stupid tricky situation. at the moment everything can be resolved but I'm struggling enormously to be productive. I'm just so so sad all the time.
I went to the doctor a couple of weeks ago and was prescribed anti depressants but they make me so sick I can't take them, I then got a different one prescribed which also makes me too sick and so I've just given up on that end.
I only have support from my mum really who's dealing with a lot of her own problems at the moment but she is an extreme source of help to me, she's my best friend.
I don't have any friends other than her. She doesn't know I've stopped going to uni and work and I dread to think how ashamed she'd be of me if I told her. I know I need to grow a pair of balls and get back on track with everything before I lose my job and get kicked off my degree but I'm struggling so much to be productive. The only thing I can manage to do is be a mum at the moment. Everything else is so overwhelming.
I'm so sad. Sad that Me and DP broke up and he's off on a jolly with numerous other ladies and partying. Sad I'm pissing my entire life down the toilet by not doing everything I need to. Sad that I can't even manage to be productive for my wonderful kids who deserve the world. Sad I have no friends despite really trying to make an effort to see them, they don't respond to my messages anymore, I don't see them anymore.
I'm just a SAHM that cannot afford to be at all when just a couple of months ago everything was going SO well. And now I'm sabotaging it and pissing it all up the wall.
How the fuck do you get out of a rut like this.
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So incredibly lonely and depressed
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sunflowerstanding · 11/01/2018 14:08
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