It is actually laughable because I am sat in the pub whilst typing this!
I am 26 and I have always “liked” a drink. Since a young age (13) I have drank to the point of being able to do it in my home because my mother didn’t want me to do it on the street.
I can control it. I had no alcohol for 2 months earlier this year and I was so proud of myself.
It didn’t use to be a daily thing but it has started to become a daily occurance. However only if I am out.
For example; I have just finished doing my voluntery work and I have come straight to Wetherspoons for a beer.
Yesterday whilst I was out shopping I went to Wetherspoons for a beer.
I only have one or two but I drink alone. If I go out, which is rare, on a weekend child free, I do not know when to stop, once I start drinking I drink myself into oblivion. Wake up the next day and cry. Hangover and emotions!
It is coming up to a date which upsets me each year. I have recently been diagnosed with severe anxiety and I have been put on sertraline and sleeping tablets.
But I am getting to the point where if I go out I wonder where the nearest pub is. Even if it’s jjst for one.
I do not mean this as a stealth brag but I’m trying to describe my situation, I am a young female who likes to look after herself, I do my hair and make up and I get funny looks when I walk into a pub for a pint. I have two children and a degree. I volunteer in a courthouse and I do promotional work at exhibitions. It is not a financial drain my drinking but I am becoming worried I am depended on alcohol.
Would I see a gp or is it just like having a coffee if I am drinking 1-2 pints a day? I feel like they would look at me like I’m not an alcoholic as it isn’t exactly a bottle of wine or spirits but I drink for any occasion, if I am sad or happy.
I am waffling now and probably going to get a battering but I cannot tell anyone in real life because I don’t want them thinking I have an issue with alcohol.
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KrayKray00 · 02/11/2017 14:06
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