Hi everyone, i did post earlier but i think it was a bit vague so I've hidden it!
So I am a single mother to two children (2&7) my sons have different fathers (6 and 3 year relationships). I am studying a Masters Degree after graduating with an Honours in the Summer, before that a diploma so i could go to uni, so I haven't worked since my eldest was 1. Fathers are involved, but especially the relationship with the eldest father is extremely strained, verging on obscene, he calls me "not right" repeatedly and refers to my life as a joke.
i have suffered bouts of clinical depression since my first pregnancy, using being outdoors, exercise and healthy food to help.
I moved 400 miles when i left my ex. My friends here are mostly younger, without children. I would love some mum friends in my village. I joined the parent council at school, but I'm yet to attend any meetings or get too involved in group chat. My shame and embarrassment stop me talking to or trying to make friends, i know it sounds a bit silly, but I'm ashamed of my family situation and that i don't work, so live off benefits while i finish my Masters. I cannot wait to start a career.
I'm in a long distance(ish) relationship which has been incredibly turbulent.
so I'm feeling lost, and i want to fix that. I want confidence and clarity, but at the same time, i feel like I am finally becoming an adult, realising how different behavior patterns i need to fix.
Has anyone else felt this way? And what did you do?
thank you so so much
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Coffeeplease88 · 25/10/2017 21:48
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