To not be able to cope anymore

[amithedisaster]

I've had to go back to work after 9 months of mat leave. I hate it. I got a new job and it's awful. I cry at the thought of going in each morning. We're applying for a house and so I can't look for a new job u til after the mortgage application has gone through.
My relationship is being held together by a thread. We argue about everything. We had a full blown screaming match about milk. I thought about ending the relationship but I love DH so much. This isn't who we were before having DS. When we have good days I am beyond content and happy. When we have bad days I just want to leave. DH is suffering from depression (I believe) but won't go to the Drs as he doesn't think he is. I'm suffering from bad anxiety and had suffered with PND.
I'm just a mess and I don't know what to do!

[Caulk]

Get help for your anxiety and maybe speak to Relate?