I'm a single mum of a 6 month old boy. I love him to the ends of the earth but I'm really struggling and it's making me feel like a terrible mother.
His dad is away at the moment and I've been by myself with my son since Saturday morning. He's been sick since last weekend, although he seems to be on the mend, and he's being so difficult. He is weepy and clingy, he's awake every 2 hours through the night, it takes an hour to get him to sleep, I can't put him down without him screaming. He has this really high pitched scream which just goes on and on and on until I pick him up. This evening, after an hour of getting him to sleep only for him to wake up and scream as soon as I put him down, I caught myself snapping "for fucks sake, DS" as I picked him up out of his crib, more roughly than I should have done (but not dangerously, I should clarify). And I feel terrible about it.
I am massively sleep deprived. I have cabin fever. I am frustrated and weepy and lonely. I have no family around and very few friends.
I feel like I'm being a rubbish mum. I am living for the times when he sleeps and not enjoying the times he's awake because I'm stressing and trying to get all my housework done, get his lunch made, and generally worrying about him. He's usually such a happy, smiley little boy that it's really unusual and unsettling for him to be like this.
We are not spending quality time together, we are just existing one day to the next, and I feel like I am letting him down. My beautiful, beloved son. I feel awful :(
AIBU and a rubbish mum??
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Squtternutbosch · 22/05/2017 19:27
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