It's coming up to 7 years now that I have been with my partner.
He beat me black and blue on Valentines Day about a year in.
I've done the whole court thing (further incident) and I didn't pursue it past the first court appearance.
He has beaten me and almost strangled me to death on one occasion. I moved country along with him the day of his court appearance.
Last night we had a row and I threw him out. He spat at me. He hasn't hit me in about 2 years.
So he came back today and I let him in. Then the anger was just building inside me so I've thrown him out again.
He's out. But I need to keep him out.
Please be gentle with me. My mental health isn't the strongest, so I'm not sure I could handle a mn bollockin, but I need something. Something to just stop me taking him back.
Of course I will tell you that he's lovely etc., but.......
I have my own problems (alcohol). I'm not a saintly victim. But I keep fucking taking him back and I need the strength to not do it anymore. Please help?
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myoriginal3 · 01/04/2017 00:04
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