Posting here for traffic...I've never been officially depressed, so I'm not sure at what point you realise it's depression and go to the doctors instead of just feeling a bit low? I'm worried people will think differently of me once I've admitted I'm struggling as I am usually the backbone in any situation. The basic background to my feeling low is this... I know deep down I have married the wrong man, for many reasons I won't go into now, it makes me sad thinking this is the best my life is going to get. If I didn't have children I would 100 % leave but I really want to keep the family together for them.
I just have this general feeling of sadness deep in my stomach, the kids bring me joy daily but I can't shake this feeling. I'm managing to get up, stat upbeat, get dressed and do my make up etc. Daily tasks are maneagable but I just feel the inevitable will happen and we will seperate, I feel I'm swimming against the tide. I've been feeling like this on and off for months.
I guess I'm just looking for advice and opinions, and the fact I find it hard to talk to close family or friends.
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Is this depression??
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Monkeyface45 · 20/03/2017 13:09
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